so comfortable, yet so destructive to my soul.
chasing the need to be needed
chasing the need to be someone’s savior
because i am nothing,
if not everything to someone else.
i am nothing for myself
Even though i have saved myself many of times
those victories not worth counting
those ribbons are packed away in some closet somewhere
out of sight, far away.
CAUTION
failure to save others from themselves
leaves the heart an open wound
with scars much deeper, that take longer to heal
CAUTION
failure to save others from themselves
could cause serious adverse reactions
financial issues, depression, PTSD, suicidality, even death
CAUTION
Even when others tell you it’s not your fault
you wont believe them
when you are encouraged to be proud of your victories
failures will always cloud your vision.
ashpapzs 